They are many many things in this world I don’t understand among them I can count voluntary cropophagy, pedophilia and terrorism. I am not bother you with long arguments this is all I have to say about it.

Zidane, that is not football!!!, I got upset with him because even when I believe it matters what the other guy said responding with violence is not the way to resist. To react violently on it is exactly giving those words validity, giving them the damaging power they need, it is just saying yes you are right that is why I get upset, it is as bad as believing is true. The sad part is that I’d have done the same thing, keeping the cycle moving it is what we have been doing. If Zidane would have not paid attention and kept playing today the Italian guy would be crying his defeat.

Violence is so appealing that scares me…

I have been eating like a pig in my cubicle, I just can not handle the silence and I know I am driving some people crazy with my plastic wrap noises, my chewing and my sipping, there are crumbs everywhere and two pages of my questionnaires are stained with Wensleydale cheese and little tea drops. I am not used to the silence, I grew up in a household with 4 women including myself and a female dog trapped in a male body, there were never silence.

Remember the guy from Sri Lanka, I ran into him this morning and he totally changed with me :-( he was very friendly and even he tried to dance the day I met him. Now, I think I was overly friendly and I overwhelmed him, I was passing in front of his store and I screamed: - heyyy how are you? and started walking towards him, still kind of screaming: -I own you money let me pay you. The poor thing was looking around him searching for a hole in the ground where he could hide, I was in front of him and I said, how is life treating you? He couldn’t articulate a word he was overwhelmed. I paid my debt and left. So weird, guys do not like when women take charge, we are a little too much to handle.

Yesterday, I bought materials for drawing, charcoal and paper, I was looking for a pencil sharpener and an eraser, I passed through the pound store and the guy knows me already… I have been buying cheap crap produced in sweatshops, shame on me!!!! I bought like 8 pencil sharpeners and who knows how many erasers for a pound, none of the sharpeners work, double shame on me!!!! They guys was with other two and he said Hello very politetly. He said: -I don’t know what happened today that everybody have been buying these boxes, and he pointed out a box that said on the top “A little surprise for you” I said: Is that right? He said: -yes everybody is going crazy about them. I smelled something fishy and I got that the box was the kind of box that if you opened something comes out and scare you. I said: -That is an old one, I am from Mexico I know what this is all about. He said oohhhh you got me… ok… my friends and I we are making a poll to see how many people do it. He handle me a pen and told me. –Can you write your initials here? It was a piece of paper with the word NO and a bunch of initials written on it. I took the pen and pushed the button on top in order to write and I got an electric shock, I was speechless, They laughed and laughed and the only thing I could say was: - you men are horrible!!!!


Did I mention before that London is soooo beautiful?