where should I start? where should I start? London is not always foggy, the weather has been amazing, British are sooooo funny, and women wear a lot and I mean a lot of mascara.... this little bee has a hive already. I am a lucky bastard as Fran always says. I found a nice hive but I also found a friend her name is Sharen and she rescued me from the youth hostel with all and its shower floor, did I say already that getting old sucks, it sucks!!!

Do you want to listen something funny? well, I was wearing a Boston sweatshirt and they took me for american....That is SOOO FUNNY, me? an american? you must be kidding!!!!!! and they gave an attitude, for being american, that is so freaking funny....don't you see I am a freaking mexican, a brown, aaaaa freaking beaner...they don't have a reference whatsoever I am still laughing....

I watched the game England vs. Togo and it was such an experience, all the workers and the big shots in one Pub in one place getting drunk, and I mean getting drunk, not getting tipsy and claim "I am soooo drunk" none of that, while I was there the people in front of me easily had 4 pints a head and they went back to work. I LOVE EUROPE!!!!

I took my two suitcases and my backpack and I moved to Sharen's after the game, I took the train with all the soccer fans holding their beers in public, man!!!!! drinking in public!!!! I LOVE EUROPE, they were singing and singing singing and singning all the way to Sidcup where my hive is. Sharen and her mom came to pick me up at the train station. I am a lucky bastard, the hive is nice and clean and what I am afraid of is that Sharen meant what she said in her add. "I am clean and tidy" and she is...Slob Bee is over...all those days of not cleaning the tub not even for my friend and her lovemaking are over.

This is a new bee, civilized...bloody British still they are colonizers...I put make up on, iron my clothes yeeee Iron my clothes!!!!!!! and I am being clean and I mean it.

I am so conflicted, I have found not but nice and good people, and they are all white, White!!!!! What about Whiteness?, don't we supposed to hate white people? and what i found is endless kindness, even the people in the tube help me with a big smile, I resist myself to think that is white guilt I prefer to think that they are random expressions of kindness.