I have a new neighbor. It is a girl (well…a woman) and she sits next to me in my cubicle. I have seen her before she never says hello and she throws her stuff violently on her desk, at least she makes noise. She has dark hair and dark eyes and has that air of Latinamerica, I bet she speaks Spanish I have seen her wearing Guatemalan type of tops, I am dreaming if she only talk to me…she doesn’t even make eye contact…in that sense she is more English than the English. I am afraid of eating, I am so intimidated by her long dark hair, I don’t know how is she going to react to the noise, but wait… She is eating!!!! She is chewing loudly!!!! I can see it, I am going to be obsessed with her I can feel it.

Talking about Latinamerica, the latinos are coming out from under the rocks. Last night in my way home, I overheard the lady next to my in the bus and she was speaking Spanish!!!! My heart jumped and waited until she hung up. Where are you from? I asked her –Ecuador, What do you do so far away? – I don’t know, She asked me the same thing and I answered with the same tone – I don’t know either…We laughed. She worked in (my???) neighborhood, she didn’t tell me, but we both knew she was a maid. She travels 2 hours and a half one way to get to her job!!! Without asking her much she told me about her family, she has three daughters two in their 20s and a five year old. The oldest one is studying to be a commercial pilot…wow!!!! Life is so incredible!! We bitched about the cold weather, the food and being so far away from home.

I said good bye and got off the bus just to realize that was not the stop I supposed to be…

I woke up today so incredibly bitter, to the point that is enjoyable, I still have no internet at home, my mp3 player doesn’t work and and and I don’t know maybe I am ovulating damn it!!!

Lottie continues to look for sweet love in Jacob and today I felt some sympathy for her. Jacob is the kind of guy-bunnie-rabbit that is been old since he was a newborn, he just wants to sits there in his corner and not be bother, lunch time comes he eats, go back to his corner, nice, quiet, calm… poor Lottie she has so much stuff to do-to explore - to discover and then chew and her husband simply doesn’t have the energy to keep up with her. I just can picture him in his lazyboy sipping beer flipping the channels.



I am going to the concert in St Martin of the Fields, Bach in the program…what a trip, at least I am going to have some music to enjoy, since my mp3 died on me. I refuse I refuse I refuse to buy an ipod, by the way, I saw a very clever Tshirt that said Iporn you imagine the rest. I didn’t buy it in US in American dollars I am not going to buy it in the currency of the Queen Elizabeth. I just remembered his jewelry…I am getting bitter again, it is just delicious!!!

I have internet at school, finally!!! and I just realized that computer guys are the same anywhere. He was so cute, he was explaining to me how to open a file in word, I mean I do not know much about computers but I do know how to open a file, then I realized that he was just making rubbish conversation...soooo cute.



I found money today, 4 pounds in the seat of the bus, and nobody was around so it was meant to be...I usually don't steal I don't but I have a thing for old magazines. I just stole a Vogue magazine from last month, my reading for my bus. Gandhi comes and goes...way too much santity...no meat (of any kind) :-( no sex, no milk, no no no sometimes is too much specially when I don't have internet, mp3 and no way to satisfy my high tech dreams.