
Yesterday I didn’t go to the school I worked (I did nothing) from home. Thursday I had no power in the lab, so I thought I am going to go to my former cubicle to work there. The funny thing is that I voluntarily gave up that desk, because they gave me a space in the lab. In a nice gesture I moved and I left the desk free for somebody to use.
With no power, I thought I am going to go upstairs and work there, since nobody was there… I mean no a single soul. I was there all installed with papers, snacks, computer, bags, and then all of the sudden.... HER... OMG!!! She doesn’t like me at all, and it is no my imagination, it is a fact. She is part of the staff.
When I first came here I had to ask her help for my ID, my desk, Internet and blah blah blah!!! It has been a nightmare ´cause, she can not pass the fact I am not a full-time registered, all legal and legitimate UCL student, in her eyes I am a opportunist that has come to use the facilities for free, facilities without phone, wireless, and now energy.
Since day one she was open about not liking me, when I asked her for my ID, she mentioned that we need to wait for a week ´cause according to her only Thursdays the ID office was opened. I waited for a whole week, got in time to her office and she dared to tell me to wait for another week ´cause she was busy. Good thing is that I asked her for my paperwork in order to get my ID and I went by myself that same day and I found out that IDs could be made any day and I didn´t need her to get it at all!!!!! Why Why Why????
Anger and been a Bee.T.C.H. sometimes doesn’t work in my favor… hahaha when I went to ask her about internet connection, she said that I need to pay for that, since I am not a UCL student. I was furious ´cause the project is paying for me to be there and use what I need to do my job. I raised my voice and told her. Excuse me!!! I have the right to use the Internet and I need it, how I suppose to do my job?!!! And she was, in a heavy heavy Eastern European accent: - You are not a UCL student you don’t pay fees and I have no money for your Internet connection. What the hell is she talking about? Connecting a computer to the net doesn’t cost a single penny; does she think I am stupid? I was even angrier. I said: - My adviser is going to get in touch with you regarding this issue, Good afternoon!!!. Hahaha it sounded like, - My lawyer is going to call you soon….
It has been one thing after the other. It has gotten to the point that she has mentioned that she is going to make sure I won’t use the facilities. After being super stressed and ask my adviser to stand up for me soooo many times it has become funny. The other afternoon I was using the communal coffee machine, and unfortunately I have to pass in front of her office she saw me and went to talk to another secretary and she made sure I hear her saying: We can not allow people who are not registered to use the facilities = the coffee machine hahahaha.

So Thursday, I was there behind a cabinet using a desk (cubicle), to be full heart paranoid, she wouldn’t know that I was there unless somebody told her, anyway she went upstairs to remind me, do you guess what? Yes yes I am not a UCL student and I couldn’t be there, when since the beginning I gave up my space. She said that she has a huge queue of people waiting for that space, in the best sarcastic movement I moved my head over her side pretending to look for the queue of people waiting, pretending that I didn’t quite understand what exactly she meant, It was brilliant!!! Superb!!! In a very sweet tone I gave her my apologies, told her I have no power in the lab, and that I thought it would be no problem to work a few hours there since there was NOBODY there.
I am such a egomaniac I kind a like the attention she is paying to me…Ivan you are totally right I am addicted to rejection.
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